Question: What do you see?
Maharaj: I see what you too could
see, here and now, but for the wrong focus of your attention. You give no
attention to your self. Your mind is all with things, people and ideas, never
with your self. Bring your self into focus, become aware of your own existence.
See how you function, watch the motives and the results of your actions. Study
the prison you have built around yourself by inadvertence. By knowing what you
are not, you come to know your Self. The way back to your Self is through
refusal and rejection. One thing is certain: the real is not imaginary, it is
not a product of the mind. Even the sense ‘I am’ is not continuous, though it
is a useful pointer; it shows where to seek, but not what to seek. Just have a
good look at it. Once you are convinced that you cannot say truthfully about your
self anything except ‘I am’, and that nothing that can be pointed at, can be
your self, the need for the ‘I am’ is over — you are no longer intent on
verbalizing what you are. All you need is to get rid of the tendency to define
yourself. All definitions apply to your body only and to its expressions. Once
this obsession with the body goes, you will revert to your natural state,
spontaneously and effortlessly. The only difference between us is that I am
aware of my natural state, while you are bemused. Just like gold made into
ornaments has no advantage over gold dust, except when the mind makes it so, so
are we one in being — we differ only in appearance. We discover it by being
earnest, by searching, enquiring, questioning daily and hourly, by giving one’s
life to this discovery.

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